Longing
I long to walk with you again, my arm linked in the crook of your elbow; clinging to you. Nuzzling in close, I feel safe and loved and wildly fortified. When I’m with you there is nothing else. The stars seem farther away, the moons feels dimmed, and the night feels deeper. And here we are: bonded.
The dull ache in the pit of my stomach reminds me how I long for you. Relentlessly longing for the timber of your voice and the smell of your skin. Longing to get lost in your eyes again and to feel your heart beating through your chest. My craving for you only increases…
I read your text, “How do you want me to take you?” It’s the early hours of the morning and I see that you sent this message from the other side of the world at 3am. The time difference between us makes this flirtation even more fun. It’s hot to wake up to sexy messages you’ve left me in the middle of the night. I lay my head back onto my pillow and begin to conjure up a fantasy of what it will feel like when we do meet in person. What it will feel like to see you in the flesh.
How Do You Want Me To Take You?
On Your Lap
I come downstairs wearing one of your button-down shirts & nothing else. You’re sitting in your favorite armchair by the window with your morning coffee. You glance up at me and while all I can see is your eyes peering over the cover of your book, I can tell that you are smiling. It’s a sexy smile… an ‘I want you’ smile… a “come sit on my lap” smile. My bare feet barely make a sound as I slowly walk toward you. The morning is so still; so serene. The only sounds I hear are the birds outside and your breath getting heavier. I’m standing in front of you now and I reach for your book and set it down on the side table before I lean across your lap & whisper in your ear “I have something for you.”
In the Car
I woke up again before the dawn… I couldn’t sleep. I just kept dreaming about you. This time I dreamt we were in a car in the woods. There were pine trees towering over us and I could see them climb high into the sky through the moonroof in the car. You leaned across my seat and unbuckled my seatbelt, then reclined the seat all the way back. There wasn’t anybody around so I started to slowly unbutton my shirt keeping my eyes trained on yours. I saw your gaze travel down, watching my fingers working to reveal my round, naked breasts.